Journal: I Wish

On days like today I wish I could just pick up the phone and call someone to come help me get clean, get meals, etc. I know there are services out there, but my embarrassment and shame and denial keep me from researching whether I qualify and can afford it.

Journal: To-Do List Reality Check

Before I even clicked publish on yesterday's journal post, I knew there was no way I would be able to do everything on my to-do list. Even if I'd gotten up on time and made my to-do list right away, there was no way I could have finished all 19 tasks. Even if I'd removed the "extra" to-dos, 14 would have still been way too many.