Journal: Hard Choices

I'm sorry I've been gone so long. I've had to make some hard choices the last few months. Please know I got your emails, I heard what you had to say, and I'm sorry I haven't responded yet. With my current financial situation I've had to rearrange my priorities. Writing here is good for me. It matters to me. You matter to me. But, I've had to move Fibropreneur from the top of my to-do list to the bottom. This reprioritization is temporary, but I don't know how long it will last.

Journal: Guilt. Fear. Stress. Shame. Loneliness.

Guilt. Fear. Stress. Shame. Loneliness. This is what I'm feeling. I feel guilty that I haven't written here in over a week. I feel fear when I think about writing here again after missing so many days. I feel stressed when I can't follow through with my commitments. I feel shame when I don't shower regularly. I feel lonely being at home all the time...